I gently carried my nephew over to his
crib and slowly laid him down. It was 7:45pm and way past his bedtime. He
started whimpering and sat up right as my arms left his little body. His big
grey eyes looked up at me as they filled with tears, and his quivering lip pooched out. My heart melted. But knowing he was overtired, I knew I had to let him be.
He let out a cry as I closed the door softly. Not wanting to leave him, I
pushed my ear closely against the door. He was crying. I stood
close by for several minutes hoping he would fall asleep soon. Ten
minutes past and there was still no sleeping nephew. I
cautiously crept into his bedroom. He stood up, hopeful that I
would grant his wish. I pick him up and held him, drying his tears.
Taking his blanket in one arm and him in the other, I walked over to the
rocker and sat down. Through the blinds, the moonlight fell upon us. He
curled up his body and laid his head down on my shoulder. I rocked back
and forth, rubbing his back and running my fingers through his blonde hair.
Looking up at me, he giggled. I held back my urge to return his smile.
"No," I said softly, but
sternly. "Lay back down." His feet wiggled through the blankets as
he obediently laid his head back on my shoulder. His long eyelashes
batted up and down as he grew sleepier. Every few minutes his big eyes would
hover over to my face. I saw the excitement behind them, and the urge to
giggle, run, and play with is Aunt. He read my face as I hushed and
kept on rocking. Slowly, little by little, his eyes closed. I ran my
ringers over his soft baby skin. I breathed in the sweet smell of baby
lotion. This was happiness; the feeling of a sleeping baby in my arms. He was
so innocent and young; so happy and not having a care in the world. He slept so
peacefully. I felt his body move up and down as he breathed and I felt his warm
breath on my neck. I sat there rocking him, not wanting this moment to
pass.
He makes me smile the way he giggles and
bounces up and down whenever he sees us. I like the way he blinks those long
eyelashes at me when I say "no". I struggled to understand
how anyone could not want a baby, or how someone could send something so
sweet and beautiful away. Could there be anything in this world cuter
than my baby nephew? I don't think so.
(:
I love reading your blog, Kelle!!! Your posts are so much fun and you write so well :)
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Abby, Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoy reading them. Thanks for commenting! :) :)
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